FROM SEWER TO LEADER
The Story of Antonina C. Tina
Antonina
C. Tina is currently the National Coordinator of PATAMABA. She is 58
years old and married, with two children. Antonina started homeworking
as a sewer at the age of 15. She is still one today. Here she shares
her story:
My mother was a homeworker and my father, a farm tenant. I had only
two years of formal schooling.
I started working on a farm at about the age of ten or eleven, after
my father's death. I planted rice. I also had to help gather grass for
the horses. I would earn five to ten centavos for a day's work and I
would give them to my mother. I often cried at night out of self-pity
and pity for my brothers and sisters. Every day, we had to work just
to stay alive.
I was 15 when I learned to sew so that I could help my mother support
the family. In my first months of work, I earned about 8 to 10 pesos
a week After subtracting the cost of thread and machine rental, I was
left with five pesos a week. After a few years, the piece rate went
up slightly, but so did the cost of thread and machine rental. So, in
effect, my earnings did not increase at all.
My lack of education proved to be a setback in finding a job and even
for homework contracts. I remember my subcontractor telling me to measure
something to be sewn, in centimetres. With much pain in my heart, I
would ask my nieces who had attended school, "What is a centimetre?"
That is why I always tell my children to study hard. I promise them,
"We will send you to school for as long as we can
" and
I tell my daughter, "Do not be just a sewer, nothing will happen
to your life. "
I often complained that the payment for my sewing did not seem fair
compensation for my efforts. In 1978, I had a problem with my subcontractor.
After I had finished the sewing assignment she had given me, she promised
to pay me the following week because she said that she herself had not
been paid by her own subcontractor. Many weeks passed but I still was
not paid. I got tired of trying to collect my money.
Because of this incident, I decided to work for another subcontractor.
I asked her to give me a written document stating when I would get paid
and how much the payment would be for sewing the materials I got. As
a result, many other sewers befriended me - they thought that what I
had done was good and would be favourable to them as well. They persuaded
me to be their leader. I began to get materials to be sewn by them,
and they were happy that they did not have to wait too long to get paid.
I became a provincial leader of a rural women's organization called
KaBaPa. As president of the Bulacan provincial chapter during the Marcos
martial law period, I would organize women homeworkers even from far-flung
mountainous areas. We would leave the town at nine in the morning and
walk for five hours on narrow trails over hills and plains to our destination.
We even had to cross a river without a boat. Once, some army soldiers
followed us and questioned us while we were meeting with some rural
women at night. They pointed their guns at us. Although I was afraid
that they would shoot us all, I gathered the courage to explain that
we were not doing anything illegal - we had to meet in the evening because
the women were busy attending to their swidden farming and potato planting
in the hills during the day. When the soldiers asked for our names,
I also asked for theirs. I showed them our organization's registration
papers and they left.
Despite such difficulties, we felt good that people believed in us
and were moving ahead because of us. All our fatigue disappeared the
moment the women arrived, carrying their children and their gas lamps
even if it was close to midnight. I was the only woman who spoke before
the town mayor and other male officials on the situation of the women
in the mountain villages. They asked me where I came from and why I
was so concerned with the problems of mountain dwellers. I explained
I that belonged to an organization which was dedicated to helping rural
women. With our intervention, the town had a bridge built so that the
women could bring their products down to the town to sell.
When the bridge was inaugurated, the mayor was happy - he asked that
pictures be taken of the women using the bridge with their wares carried
on their heads. He also praised me, saying I was like the heroine Gabriela
Silang who was not afraid to face men. I used to tell my mother that
even if I died struggling for the interests of women, it would be all
right because she would have something to be proud of - she would look
happy to hear me talking like this.
As a provincial leader, I faced other challenges. In the beginning,
I did not find it hard to adjust to my fellow leaders because we were
all at the same level. Later on, however, some women who had finished
high school and college joined as leaders. I felt inadequate during
meetings because of my low level of education. But I convinced myself
that a leader should not be afraid of such things. During meetings,
I requested everyone to speak in Tagalog because I could answer anything
they asked in Tagalog, but I could not really manage English. Just the
same, I was able to preside over meetings without my companions losing
confidence in my ability. I also made sure that I did everything I said
I would do.
In 1987, we formed a group of sewers into the San Francisco Women's
Cooperative, but after a while, we had to stop because we did not have
a big market. Each of us would sew 10 to 50 pieces of garments a day.
Our target market was just the neighbouring villages. We did not anticipate
that those who bought our goods today would not buy them again tomorrow.
Garments were not like food. We had to stop production and wait for
our products to be sold. But we still had to eat. Eventually, we decided
to move our remaining funds to palay (grains) trading.
Nevertheless, we learned a lot from this experience. We saw the need
to really study the market before going into production, to keep track
of design trends, and to produce high-quality products at reasonable
cost.
In 1989, organizing efforts on homeworkers at national level began
in earnest. I was one of those being asked to lead in this. I accepted
without hesitation even though I was fearful that my limited knowledge
and experience at the provincial level might be insufficient for national
level involvement. But I took it as a challenge. I was driven by the
conviction that even if our generation of homeworkers was not able to
reap the fruits of our efforts, at least our struggles would ensure
that our children would.
As a homeworker leader, I gained more courage in complaining to my
subcontractor, especially when the rate was so low. At that time, I
was frequently away attending homeworkers' seminars and organizing garment
workers in our area. Soon, I began to notice that my subcontractor no
longer wanted to give me any orders. She just kept promising that she
would but she never did. She even owed me 500 pesos for work I had already
submitted. I learned from friends in neighboring villages that she was
giving work to homeworkers even in far flung areas. I then realized
that what she had told me about having limited orders was not true.
At first, I felt hurt, sad and disappointed because my sewing was important
to my family financially - it had helped us a lot. But then, I decided
to focus my energies on full-time organizing. I told myself, it was
not the end - "there is tomorrow; there is hope".
Although I lost my job because of the organization, I also gained a
lot from my involvement. What I did not know before, I came to know.
I realized that there were many homeworkers just like me who wanted
to escape from an exploitative system. I saw how government people were
ready to assist us, especially those from the Department of Labour and
Employment who never seemed to get tired of helping. It gave me the
determination to go on. I came to know of organizations ready to help
out in training, marketing, product development, and credit extension,
and worked with them to improve the lot of local homeworkers.
That was many years ago. But my mission still continues to this day.
Now I am 58 years old and the National Coordinator of PATAMABA, the
national network for homeworkers, which was formed in 1989.
Because of PATAMABA, I have been able to travel to foreign lands I
never dreamed I would visit. In the beginning, I had my fears, too.
The first time I boarded an airplane for Bangkok, I felt that old inadequacy
because of my low education level. But once in Bangkok, I was happy
to see so many people ready to support homeworkers, and to respect me
as a person. In India, I realized that homeworkers can accomplish a
lot for so long as they believe in their organization. There, even illiterate
women were able to set up a bank. In the Philippines, most homeworkers
can at least read and write. We can do as much, even more.
I believe that it is only through an organization that homeworkers
can attain social protection. Together, we can bargain for higher wages.
We can ask for social security, for assistance when we give birth, or
when we get sick due to our work. We can have more education and training.
I experienced a lot of pain because of my lack of formal schooling.
I do not want the younger homeworkers to experience the same pain.
I am happy that we now have Department Order No. 5, a law which protects
homeworkers' rights to a just wage and immediate payment. It's a start.
It is difficult to be a leader in an organization. I do not expect
material gain as a reward for my efforts and involvement. All I want
is change for the better in the condition of homeworkers. That would
be like giving me a crown.